Its.. me... again. Oh why is it so hard to be happy. I mean what do I have to do to actually smile. There are points in my life where I just want to give up on women but then again there are some points in life where I just want more of them. When girls are involved I cant focus or act like I want to. Its like there are two different mind sets. where my heart is here but my mind is here and here is two different plains. but I will find myself.